Seeing the Savior in “Crime and Punishment”

A statue of Fyodor Dostoyevsky imprisoned.

At age 27, long before he would become the titan of Russian literature, Fyodor Dostoevsky was sentenced to four years of hard labor in Siberia for crimes against the state.

Before his deportation, he was given a leather-bound copy of the New Testament. In her memoirs, Dostoevsky’s wife, Anna Grigor’evna said that ”During the entire four years of his imprisonment [Fyodor] never allowed himself to be parted from this holy book,” adding that  ”he used to say that the Gospel was the only thing that kept hope alive in his heart. Only in that book did he find support; whenever he resorted to it, he was filled with new energy and strength.” [Source: Geir Kjetsaa, Dostoevsky and His New Testament]

Dostoevsky made very few notes in the margins of the book, but one of the scriptures he did mark offers possible insight into what shaped his writing.

“No man hath seen God at any time. If we love one another, God dwelleth  in us, and his love is perfected in us” (1 John 4:12).

After Dostoyevsky was released from prison, it seems that the deeper meaning of that scripture became the backbone of all of his later publications. For Dostoyevsky believed that we find the God as we love and serve others and as we are loved and served by them.

This idea of seeing the Savior in others is perfectly personified through the character Sonya in his book Crime and Punishment.

The Suffering of Humanity

Like the Savior, Sonya absorbs the hurt that people inflict upon themselves and others and labors to heal the wounded heart.

Sonya’s father, for example, is a drunk that has squandered almost all of his family’s fortune and income. Realizing that the family will die of starvation if something isn’t done Sonya gives herself up to prostitution to provide income for the family.

After returning home from her first appointment as a prostitute, Sonya  “laid thirty roubles on the table before [her mother] in silence. She did not utter a word, she did not even look at her…and then I saw…I saw Katerina Ivanovna, in the same silence go up to Sonya’s little bed; she was on her knees all the evening kissing Sonya’s feet and would not get up” (Dostoevsky 14).

This expression of gratitude was echoed by Raskolnikov, who, after finding hope through her, also kisses her feet: “He put his two hands on her shoulders and looked straight into her tearful face…All at once he bent down quickly and dropping to the ground, and kissed her foot” (262).

These examples Sonya’s feet being kissed are allusions to Christ whose feet were also kissed, washed or bathed in the tears of  his followers and worshipers. His followers did this because they saw in him both their temporal and spiritual salvation and they revered him for it.

Katerina kissed the feet of Sonya because Sonya provided a temporal salvation for her family (thirty rubles to feed her starving family) and Raskolnikov kissed Sonya’s foot because he saw spiritual salvation in her. Raskolnikov explained to Sonya that “I did not bow down to you, I bowed down to all the suffering of humanity” (262). In saying this, Raskolnikov made it clear that he saw a Savior in Sonya for he believed that she carried the weight of the world (“the suffering of humanity”) upon her.

Admonitions to Repent

Sonya reads the New Testament to Raskolnikov.

Sonya’s Christ-like personality seems to have such a strong, heavenly effect on Raskolnikov, that whenever he is around her he finds his soul moving towards repentance. Literary critic, Richard L. Chapple, asserts that Raskolnikov seeks redemption “by submitting himself to civil prosecution under the influence of Sonya who hopes to lead him to a Christ-centered life” (Chapple, 95). After finding redemption in her and kissing her feet, Raskolnikov has a frank and honest conversation with Sonya about the realities of God and eventually pleads with her to read to him the story of Lazarus.

Her conviction of the truthfulness of the story is a turning point for Raskolnikov and his path to redemption: “And drawing a painful breath, Sonya read distinctly and forcibly as though she were making a public confession faith. ‘Yea, Lord: I believe that Thou art the Christ, the son of God Which should come into the world’” (266). While listening to this, Raskolnikov was no doubt in awe that despite being a prostitute, and enduring a painful and shameful situation, Sonya maintained a pure faith in Christ and continued to see the goodness of God.

Perhaps the greatest comfort given to Raskolnikov is when, after emphasizing that Lazarus had been dead for four days (it had been four days since Raskolnikov has committed murder) Sonya says this: “‘And he that was dead came forth.’ She read loudly, cold and trembling with ecstasy, as though she were seeing it before her eyes” (267). Her conviction and her faith in the promises of God is certainly pivotal for Raskolnikov, as it eventually moved him to repentance.

Commitment and Compassion for the Sinner

But apart from her willingness to absorb the sufferings of others and her ability to move souls to repentance, perhaps the Savior in Sonya’s most visible when she showed her love, compassion and commitment to help the sinner.

Raskolnikov prepares for murder...

Shortly after Raskolnikov confesses his sins to Sonya, “She jumped up, seeming not to know what she was doing, and, wringing her hands, walked into the middle of the room; but, quickly went back and sat down again beside him, her shoulder almost touching his. All of a sudden she started as though she had been stabbed, uttered a cry and feel on her knees before him, she did not know why” (334). Naturally, one would expect her to shudder at the confession of such a terrible and horrible crime. Furthermore, one could not blame her if she fled from the room in terror.

But something remarkable happens instead.

Sonya didn’t run away, instead she declares “‘What have you done–what have you done to yourself!” she said in despair,and, jumping up, she flung herself on his neck, threw her arms around him, and held him tight” (334). Surprised at her reaction, and doubtless viewing himself unworthy of such love, Raskolnikov asks her why she’s doing this. Sonya’s reply is simple and truthful: “There is no one–no one in the whole world now so unhappy as you!” Like Christ, Sonya recognizes the pain and suffering of the lowliest individual and seeks to alleviate it. She, having experienced great pain, has an enlarged heart, capable of great compassion.

But if this wasn’t enough to demonstrate how Sonya helps the sinner, Sonya stepes beyond what a normal human would be

expected it give in terms of compassion. Like Christ, Sonya offered to bear Raskolnikov’s pains with him. “‘I will follow you, I will follow you everywhere. Oh, my God! Oh, how miserable I am!…Why, why didn’t I know you before! Why didn’t you come before? Oh, dear!…Together, together!”’ she repeated as it were unconsciously, and she hugged him again. “I’ll follow you to Siberia!”’ (335).

In Dostoevsky’s time, Siberia was known to be a place of extreme cold, prison camps and criminals—it was (if we take Dante’s description of a cold and frozen Hell seriously) a very real, physically tangible Hell. Dostoevsky himself had been imprisoned in Siberia for four years and it represented literal a Hell to him. Raskolnikov’s earthly punishment, therefore, is to go to an earthly hell. So when Sonya says that she is going to go with him to Siberia, she is essentially saying that she will go to hell and back with him.

Sonya with Raskolnikov in Siberia

Sonya’s Savior-like compassion runs deep. When Raskolnikov attempts to justify his murders he says “‘I’ve only killed a louse, Sonya, a useless, loathsome, harmful creature.’” To which Sonya incredulously replies: “‘A human being–a louse!’” (338). In seeing the compassion that Sonya has for even “a louse” Raskolnikov’s justifications for murder begin to dissolve and he soon openly confesses his wrongs: “‘Did I murder the old woman? I murdered myself, not her! I crushed myself once and for all, for ever!’” (341).

But Sonya’s compassion shines through his state of wretchedness. Her eyes fills with tears and she urges Raskolnikov to repent. “Suffer and expiate your sin by it, that’s what you must do” (342). After this and other pleadings on Sonya’s part, Raskolnikov eventually does confess his sin and after many years receives the redemption he seeks. “Sonya’s devotion to Raskolnikov in Crime and Punishment ultimately turns his course from proud rebellion to concern and love for the individual, the first step toward a meaningful relationship with Jesus Christ” (Chapple, 96).

Conclusion

Like the Savior, Sonya extends a very personal and one-on-one offer of redemption. The obscure/symbolic/hidden nature of the Savior’s role in Crime and Punishment is reflective of the often obscure and hidden nature of heaven in our own lives. As Doestoevksy means for each of us to search for the Savior in his books, he also means for us to search for him in the scriptures and in our own lives.

“No man hath seen God at any time. If we love one another, God dwelleth  in us, and his love is perfected in us” (1 John 4:12).

Works Cited

Chapple, Richard L.. “A Catalogue of Suffering in the Works of Dostoevsky: His Christian Foundation.” The South Central Bulletin 43.4 (1983): 94-99. Print.

Dostoevsky, Fyodor. Crime and Punishment. New York: International Collectors Library: 1993.

Joseph Smith’s Last Dream

In the summer of 2007, while working for retired church history instructor and author, Paul Thomas Smith, I came across this little-known account of Joseph Smith. Few pieces of literature have ever touched my mind and soul as deeply as this has and I’ve longed to share this account with others.

That being said, I am profoundly grateful for the help of Paul Thomas Smith, Rob Gardner, Jon McNaughton and Bruce Newbold for their help in creating this video.

After years of waiting, and months of work, here is “Joseph Smith’s Last Dream…”

Here is a video narrated by author and former church history instructor, Paul Thomas Smith, concerning some of the symbolism and meaning behind Joseph Smith’s last dreams.

For additional background on this dream, please visit: http://sethadamsmith.blogspot.com/2011/06/joseph-smiths-last-dream.html

“Do You Have Room (for the Savior)?”

"No Room for Them" by Joseph Brickey

Have you ever seen a miracle? Have you ever witnessed an outpouring of remarkable, unexplainable events that are too “coincidental” to even be coincidental?

In my life, I’ve had many of those kinds of experiences. This video, set to a song by Shawna Belt Edwards, has been one of those experiences.

From that song comes this chorus:

“Do you have room for the Savior? And do you seek Him anew? Have you a place for the one who lived and died for you? Are you as humble as a shepherd boy or as wise as men of old? Would you have come that night? Would you have sought the light? Do you have room?”

With overwhelming gratitude, I present to you this remarkable, Christmas gift:

The Message:

The chorus struck me deeply: “Would you have come that night? Would you have sought the light? Do you have room?”

President Thomas S. Monson wrote:

..do we flush with embarrassment when we remember, “And she brought forth her firstborn son, and wrapped him in swaddling clothes, and laid him in a manger; because there was no room for them in the inn.” (Luke 2:7.) No room. No room. No room. Ever has it been.

As we undertake our personal search for Jesus, aided and guided by the principle of prayer, it is fundamental that we have a clear concept of him whom we seek…And when we find him, will we be prepared as were the wise men of old to provide gifts from our many treasures? They presented gold, frankincense, and myrrh. These are not the gifts Jesus asks of us. From the treasure of our hearts Jesus asks that we give of ourselves: “Behold, the Lord requireth the heart and a willing mind.” (D&C 64:34.)

In this marvelous dispensation of the fulness of times, our opportunities to give of ourselves are indeed limitless, but they are also perishable. There are hearts to gladden. There are kind words to say. There are gifts to be given. There are deeds to be done. There are souls to be saved.

As we remember that “when ye are in the service of your fellow beings ye are only in the service of your God” (Mosiah 2:17), we will not find ourselves in the unenviable position of Jacob Marley’s ghost, who spoke to Ebenezer Scrooge in Dickens’s immortal A Christmas Carol. Marley spoke sadly of opportunities lost. Said he…“Why did I walk through crowds of fellow beings with my eyes turned down, and never raised them to that blessed star which led the Wise Men to a poor abode? Were there no poor homes to which its light would have conducted me?”

In a vain effort to comfort Marley, Scrooge proffered: “But you were always a good man of business, Jacob.” Lamented Marley: “Mankind was my business!”

That is the message that this song (and video) attempts to convey. In seeking Christ, we will find Him in the service and love we render to others.

Background on the Song and Video:

In 2009, Shawna created a video (herself) to this song and sent it out to her family via YouTube. It became an overnight success, gaining over 100,000 views during the holiday season.

About the song, Shawna wrote:

I originally wrote this song as a Christmas gift for my family, and I sang it to them on Christmas Eve. It was inspired by President Monson’s 1990 Ensign article entitled The Search for Jesus. For the next 4 or 5 years, my dad would occasionally ask me, “Have you done anything with that song?” But other than a few hundred print copies I placed in a local music store, the answer was, “Not yet.”

My dad died suddenly and unexpectedly about two years ago. He was my first, and biggest fan. In my youth, I sat at the piano and practiced for hours and hours, and my dad would sit in a wing back chair in the corner and listen. Lots of people listened to me perform, but he was the only one who listened to me practice. That meant more to me than anything he could have ever given me.

I have kept thinking that the best way I could honor him would be to do something with the song. So I put it with the video and shared it a month ago at our Stake Music Night. I later posted it on YouTube and sent the link to 5 people. (3 of my kids live out of town, and I figured it would be an easy way for them to see it.) They shared it with a few people, and the rest is history.

I think it’s an incredible example of the power of the Internet for GOOD. 3 1/2 weeks ago, the song was still tucked away in my music file drawer. But now, it will be sung around the world this Christmas in Sacrament Meetings, firesides, Christmas Eve worship services, outdoor pageants, Evangelical gatherings, small town churches, interfaith celebrations, seminary classes, neighborhood parties, and (my favorite) Family Home Evenings.

However, due to copyright issues, Shawna decided to take the song down. A couple of weeks ago, Shawna was looking for some help in remaking that video, and, through the act of an internet angel, she and I were able to connect.

And thus began a string of miraculous circumstances surrounding the creation of this video:

Shawna Belt Edwards and Seth Adam Smith working on the video "Do You Have Room?"

Though my family lives in Utah, I travel quite a bit. In recent months, I’ve been working in Arizona at the ANASAZI Foundation. I wasn’t even supposed to be home at the time that I was contacted by Shawna Belt Edwards but certain (serendipitous) events brought me home for an extra week. Because of this, I was able to meet up with Shawna and work with her directly on the video.

Another thing is that Shawna was hoping to have the project done by the 18th of November (the same day that she released it the year before—for good karma). Ironically, that was the only time frame in which I could complete the video.

At the same time, Jon McNaughton and I were trying to find music for a Christmas video that we wanted to make of his paintings. But we were having no success. Shawna graciously agreed to let Jon and I use her music for that video and the video flowed together rather beautifully.

Shawna also let me make a video of my own to upload to my YouTube Channel. I decided to make it for sculptor Angela Johnson.

With humility, I extend my profound gratitude to MormonSoprano for informing me about this song. And to Shawna Belt Edwards for allowing me into her home and allowing me to work on a such a beautiful and miraculous project. The serendipitous circumstances which have surrounded this music have overwhelmed me. I am grateful to Shawna for allowing me to play a part in this magnificent and divine orchestration.

Post Script: I’m proud to say that my biggest contribution to the video project is at the end—a quote, by Elder Neal A. Maxwell: “Each of us is an inn-keeper who decides if there is room for Jesus!”

Angela Johnson’s Studio

Angela Johnson and me in her studio.

For over a year, I’ve had the tremendous honor of working directly with sculptor Angela Johnson in promoting her work. After sculpting for over a decade, Angela is now working on an ambitious and miraculous project to create larger-than-life-size depictions of the Savior’s miracles. These statues will later be installed in the gardens at Thanksgiving Point in Utah later next year.

I had the opportunity to visit Angela during lunch today. She recently finished her statue of Christ walking on the water and is currently working on one of Him carrying the cross.

After a beautiful conversation about God’s orchestration and sculpting of our own lives, she told me, “I should hang a sign on the outside of my door that reads: ‘Spiritually prepare yourself for deep things when you enter my studio.’”

It’s true. Every time I go to Angela Johnson’s studio, her sculptural depictions of the Savior and our very spiritual conversations always make me deeply reflective.

With that in mind, I’d like to bring parts of her studio to you. Before you look at these images (and maybe watch a video or two) I ask you to “spiritually prepare yourself for deep things.” Contemplate the healing power of Jesus Christ and consider ways in which you can reach out to Him in faith.

If you’d like to learn more about Angela Johnson’s project, please visit the I Am The Light of the World Garden website.

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A Russian Missionary

Here is the powerful testimony and conversion story of a Russian Sister Missionary.

Sister Chenina and I met while I was serving on my mission in Russia and her and I have been close friends ever since. Whenever I’m with her, I can’t help but feel the strong faith that she has in Jesus Christ and in the Restored Gospel.

I was privileged enough to accompany Sister Chenina to the MTC. We were then given some time (in which we recorded her testimony) before she left to start her mission.

Initially, this video was released on January 12th, 2009, the four-year anniversary of my own entrance into the MTC. The video was incredibly successful: receiving thousands of views and comments from around the world. Sister Chenina herself was informed of incredible missionary experiences as a direct result of this video.

The original of this video was eventually removed, however, at the request of Sister Chenina. Since then, we’ve made several corrections in editing, translations and music and we have even added pictures from her mission.

I hope that you enjoy this sweet testimony of Sister Chenina and that you share it (preferably, with a Russian!).